Started fantasizing about my uncle while i masturbated

Dear Diary As you know I went to stay with my Aunt and Uncle while checking out new schools and I got accepted to a university near them. During the first semester I moved in with them to save some money and my life got really crazy. I started having fantasies about my uncle Jay and started fantasizing about him fucking me while I masturbated. These feelings are getting pretty intense and I don't know if I can control myself much longer. Dear Diary This weekend was really hard for me, soo hard in fact I blew it....... By sucking my uncles cock and more. After my aunt left for the day I was alone with Uncle Jay and I just couldn't control myself. I went and sat on the couch with him and before I knew it, despite Uncle Jays lame attempt at protesting, his big cock was in my mouth.